DRIFTERS' COLLECTIVE

ALTERNATIVE HIP HOP BAND

KALEIDOSCOPE

This erratic speculation leaves me lost in stress
there's too many alterations and my mind protests
lost dreams manifest, as I'm forced to address and test
my inability to choose what's best
With memories repressed, I trespass to the past
hoping to avoid the same mistake as the last
while I sit back and opportunities are passing
my take on reality is shaped by the ashes

And I ask myself where I’m heading
but time flies by too fast to hold steady
I'm in constant motion and my thoughts they remain
restrained within my own brain changing lanes
and all in vain, cuz I am still stuck in the  running wheel
but too aware and fed up with this cunning deal
instead I plan to abandon direction
replace it with random, imperfect perfection

 

Soothing shapes, dancing in the light, as the stars fade away
soothing waves, drowning all the bitter choices I never made
 

there are too many paths from which to choose
and the choice is soon to be a missed opportunity
and it’s apparent we’re fixated with the things we lose
i guess regret is easy to speak fluently, what can we do when we
got regrets from which can’t grant immunity
that lead to great doubts and insecurity
i’m sure that we can change, but it certainly is strange
just how easy i break, every time i think i made a mistake
now the choice i made, leads me down another path

i try to add up the figures but i can't do the math
where would be right now, if i had turned another corner
cant afford that line of thought, but in this state of mind i’m caught
so i, decide to rely on all the mystics
parallel universes and quantum physics
the single thought that would seem to keep me confident
for every choice I made another made the opposite
 

Soothing shapes, dancing in the light, as the stars fade away
soothing waves, drowning all the bitter choices I never made

Soothing shapes, dancing in the light, as the stars fade away
soothing waves, drowning all the bitter choices I never made